The world we live in isn’t something ideal or picture-esc, not to be glamorized either this place we are in here, now, at this moment, fucking sucks its why being a dickhead makes sense cause the handful of people YOU are tied to YOUR family are all YOU got. Theirs no where to go at all YOU were born into this world and left in the corner of a room that they painted us into. The people they told us to look up to as heroes or model citizens are the biggest fraud of all, the people that propped them up on this pile of shit pedestal are the biggest facade of all. Capable of playing the longest con with the best poker face that when they finally crack an break we are led to believe that they have finally gone senile. The sad thing that was taught to us was today is amazing and great and YOUR future is bright with endless opportunities in life, and it it’ll end up like a picture perfect movie with this heroic climb from struggle all the way to YOUR dream everything, with the perfect ending all wrapped up neat and nice with a bow on top to make YOU feel good about YOURSELF. The god damn truth is that YOU are gonna have to figure some shit out real fucking fast really young, it feels like YOU have been tossed out of a movie van while driving and YOU got three options.

1. Grow a fucking pair and jump hopeful to land ten toes down and not broken from the tumble YOU will have, Praying to a god even though they aren’t there and never will be

2. Have a hissy fit temper tantrum before YOU step out the door and get broken off and ruined by the fall cause YOU were to scared

3. Don’t ever leave the van just stay in relax and cruise through life completely checked out disconnected from where the rubber meets the road of life

Once YOU have finally dusted YOURSELF off after that tumble and crash YOU did or didn’t choose, YOU are gonna try YOUR best to go through life now and the worst realization YOU are gonna have is that all those years that every person that helped raise YOU good and bad, YOU have those thoughts, ideals, mannerisms, in YOUR fucking head now YOU gotta sift through all that shit that has no place in the day and age we live in now. Cause those work with a system like YOURS but different in the sense that it was a huge lie but was a compounding of a few white lies, cheap magic tricks, and a lot of crooked people. All while YOU have worked through all that to figure out who YOU are.  Not the little bullshit people consider character or personality, we mean the Core of who YOU are, that truthfully is just a unlucky son of a bitch with a …